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Friday, March 28, 2014

Reading Imbalance and My Struggles with My TBR


I’m finally going to vocalize some feelings about my TBR pile that I have been struggling with a long time now.  A inspired me.  Before I go too far, major thanks to who helped me by providing constructive criticism as I wrote this. 

I’ve loved books for my entire life, and I’ve been a book blogger since 2010.  As you all know, I was able to start being a Youth Librarian full-time in 2013.  The fall of 2012 is also when I got my iPad, which I use as my e-reader.  I hadn’t used any kind of e-reader before, and only got a smart phone earlier that summer.  

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You may remember I completed graduate school in August of 2012.  Because I was earning my MLIS with a focus of Children’s and Youth Services, I read a lot of children’s and young adult literature for assignments.  After graduating, it felt so nice to pick up whatever I wanted, even though I knew my Resources for YA class helped me fill in some major reading gaps.

We all know that when you finish a book you’re reading, deciding what to pick up next is one of the toughest choices to make.  These days it feels like I have three personas bickering over what I read: Blogger Liz, Librarian Liz, and Inner Liz.  Before I can debrief you on what each one of these Lizes has to say, let’s start off with my basic reading information.

Some statistics:
Every year since GoodReads invented the yearly reading challenges, I have set up a challenge each year on the site, and I keep track of how many books I read. I typically wind up reading about 100 books a year.  I don’t count picture books toward this goal, but because I order books for my library and do weekly storytimes with kids up to age twelve, I read a lot of picture books, as well as shorter juvenile non-fiction.  Items I count towards my reading goal include:
*Novels written for any audience
*Adult non-fiction
*Juvenile non-fiction longer than 32 pages
*Graphic novels of any length
*Illustrated books such as or

I read primarily young adult novels.  In 2013, five of the 106 books I read were intended for adults, and they were all really different from one another.  I believe I read 38 books written for middle graders and younger. Here are some of the reading goals I’m trying to meet in 2014:
*Read at least one middle grade or early chapter book a month starting in 2014
*Read at least one adult non-fiction book each year
*Read a longer juvenile non-fiction.

 Why:
Some of you are probably asking yourselves why I only read around 100 books a year.  A lot of bloggers and librarians are able to read much more than I am.  Truthfully, I don’t think it’s ever fair to compare the number of books that any two readers consume.

Because I already blogged and started working in a library, I decided I needed to have hobbies that don’t include books.  I really enjoy cooking and baking in my free time, not to mention generally consuming free food, and I do more of that now.  Vitamin D and being outside when it’s nice are also things I enjoy, so in 2013 I did something I’d been wanting to do for years and got a nice road bike which I like to take on 60-70 mile rides in the summer.  I ride in groups, so when you include time for lunch and socialization, this takes all day. Also when it’s humid and I’m riding a hilly route, it’s so exhausting.   Let’s say I spend five hours on a 70 mile day out between riding and stopping for food.  When I get home I feel like a sundried tomato.  I often have a little bit of a burn, feel worn out from being in the heat, and am guzzling water like crazy.  I may polish off the last few chapters of a book, but I’m more likely to fall asleep clutching one and crawling into bed at 9 p.m.

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One really important detail about my reading is that I often read in the bathtub, and sometimes it’s the only chance I get to read all day. I’m pretty careful, and generally the books don’t get too wet. ARCs are a popular bathtub choice for me, because I don’t usually keep them unless they are signed.  I never bring my iPad into the tub because I love it far too much.

 A lot of people reading this may not hold this misconception, but aside from flipping through things at work and storytimes, I don’t get paid to sit around read as a librarian.  If I did, I would get yelled at for doing that instead of planning programs or weeding. I am, however, expected to keep up with literature in my field so I can perform well at work, which means doing it on my own time.  While my director and board members don’t outright say this to me, I know it’s true, and I know it’s what other youth librarians expect. And I’m not complaining! I love reading, and it’s the nature of the job, but it’s a point that needs to be made. (I wonder if certain positions at publishing companies find this to be true as well.)

And generally? I’m a slow reader. I try to take my time and really enjoy whatever it is I’m in the middle of. I often stop to reread sentences if I’m worried I didn’t take something in. I may also pause to flag a passage I loved or text a friend about a certain scene.

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So now that you see how my reading time is broken up logistically, let’s talk about what happens when I actually go to pick up a book.  Our three Lizes will come back into play here.  Let’s start with Inner Liz.

Inner Liz:
Inner Liz is the Liz that wants to read a book even though it may not be something that I should be reading.  Earlier in March, inner I tackled by Brandy Colbert and by Jandy Nelson.  I borrowed from a friend and I purchased when it first came out.  I was initially drawn to these books not only because the storylines held some appeal for her, but because I had heard nothing but positive things about these titles.  They were both physical copies, and I was absolutely aching to read both of them.  I LOVED both of these books—they’ll probably be on my favorites list for the year.  Part of me almost feels guilty for reading something that wasn’t for review, but on the other hand, how can I feel bad about reading something I absolutely adored?  It’s the books that absolutely stand out and find themselves a permanent place in my heart that make me want to keep reading and discover more books that will be special to me.

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Inner Liz is also the one that talked to Misty and got our #WednesdayYA book club going. While we don’t necessarily read books that we’ve gotten for review, I’ve found that gathering a group of readers online, reading a book together, and discussing it is incredibly fulfilling and happy-making.  It reminds me that blogging is so awesome because it allows us all to talk about our love of bookish things, and sometimes things that have nothing to do with books.

Blogger Liz:
Blogger Liz works with a few publishers who regularly send physical copies, such as Macmillan and Quirk Books, and for that I am grateful.  I’m also fortunate enough to receive books through NetGalley and Edelweiss, and am even whitelisted in a few cases. I often try to ensure that roughly one in every three books I read is a review book, if not more.  Because I read in the bathtub but don’t use my iPad there, this can mean that electronic galleys sometimes get read more slowly than physical books do.  I have an issue with not planning well enough and galleys expiring—I’ve gotten a little better, but there’s so much I want to read, and it’s hard to admit to yourself that you cannot read everything you want.  If I accept a book for review on NetGalley but don’t get to it, I will often try to track it down after its release by buying a physical copy or an ebook, or trying to get a copy from my library.  I absolutely love purchasing books, for myself, but I only have so much money to do so. I want to support the industry, but I also have other financial priorities, like car and loan payments. 

You know how I was talking about Inner Liz earlier? I am fortunate enough to receive many titles that I am just DYING to read for review, and that thrills me to death.    Sometimes I’ll really want to read something, though, and I don’t get it for review. And that’s not a complaint!  Publishers are like every other person and organization out there: their resources are limited, and that’s okay.

Also, keep in mind that I work in small town, rural Iowa.  We don’t have a big teen area, and we don’t have a van system for interlibrary loan the way that some libraries do.  This means two things: one is that I feel bad requesting items for our teen area, because I don’t want to step on the toes of the person who does our teen ordering.  The other is that we mail interlibrary loan books back and forth, and in order to cover postage, I have to pay $2 if I want something from another library.  A lot of libraries are also reluctant to loan out newer titles because they want to have them for their patrons, which is totally reasonable.

With all of this said, I do my very best to read all of the physical copies I receive, and almost prefer them because they don’t expire.  I know postage is expensive, though, as is the print costs of galleys.  I’m only trying to explain why it’s easier for me to read them given my habits.

Librarian Liz:
Librarian Liz works with all youth ages zero to eighteen at the library. I order all of our items for children ages zero through twelve, and currently create and lead all programming for them.  My director and I collaborate to provide programs for our teens, and they are loads of fun to work with. I never order for our teen collection—a staff member who does not help with programming does that.  I also spend a minimum of three hours every week staffing either our circulation or reference desks, which means that I help patrons of every age, including teens, with reference and readers’ advisory.

I know that I have a big responsibility to my young patrons.  I can be a vital tool in helping them to become lifelong lovers of reading and learning. It is vitally important that I read books that are intended for them so that I know what to suggest when a patron needs a recommendation. 

Of course, I have a long list of middle grades I want to read, but that list may not be the first thing I turn to when I want something to read.  Sometimes I will deliberately go for a book in a genre that I don’t read as much, like adventure.  That way when I have a kid in the library who wants an adventure story, I have an idea of what to suggest.  I also pick up things that I think will be a hit with my patrons—I know a lot of people who like animal stories, so I read earlier this year to recommend to patrons who are looing for that kind of book. 

There are times when it feels like I pick books that I read for the children instead of me, and I definitely do this for teens sometimes as well.  Obviously I am not completely averse to reading these types of books—after all, I did select my own career, and there are a lot of children’s books that I love.  It’s really a matter of not being able to read more.  While I’m a little sad that books that Inner Liz may get put on the back burner, I also want to serve my patrons well. I want to have time for everything, but as you can see, it’s hard for that to be possible.  Instead, I think about the times where I’ve handed someone a book I thought they’d enjoy and they absolutely flipped out over it. It makes it all worthwhile.

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So what does this all mean?  There are books that I feel like I have to read, and books I really want to read.  Books I should read are either for blogging or librarianship, and in the case of blogging, sometimes if I mess up it can be hard to get my hands on a copy of the book I should be reading.  In terms of librarianship, I definitely want to be well versed in what the kids are reading, and know the books I recommend to children. Sometimes it’s just hard to choose the middle grade I’m excited about because the kids love it over the YA book that I’m DYING to read.

I often wish that I had more reading time.  Maybe if I didn’t work out, maybe if I didn’t blog, maybe, maybe, maybe.  Maybe if I could figure out a way to get by without sleep.  Maybe if I was a faster reader—I do keep hoping this one will change. We’ll see.

I ultimately have a place in a couple of different communities, and I try to balance them all. It’s tough.  I worry that doing too much of one thing will leave me feeling insufficient in a particular area.

I don’t have one answer to this.  For now, I keep juggling books I read for blogging and librarian purposes.  And I can’t forget Inner Liz—I need mindblowing books that I read just because I want to read them in order to keep me happy. That, after all, is what sustains my love of reading and helps keep my momentum going.  If I every find a formula that makes me feel like I’m doing all of these things just right, you guys will be the first to know.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

#WednesdayYA Review of The Darkest Minds + April Preview


When Ruby woke up on her tenth birthday, something about her had changed. Something alarming enough to make her parents lock her in the garage and call the police. Something that gets her sent to Thurmond, a brutal government "rehabilitation camp." She might have survived the mysterious disease that's killed most of America's children, but she and the others have emerged with something far worse: frightening abilities they cannot control.

Now sixteen, Ruby is one of the dangerous ones.

When the truth comes out, Ruby barely escapes Thurmond with her life. Now she's on the run, desperate to find the one safe haven left for kids like her-East River. She joins a group of kids who escaped their own camp. Liam, their brave leader, is falling hard for Ruby. But no matter how much she aches for him, Ruby can't risk getting close. Not after what happened to her parents.

When they arrive at East River, nothing is as it seems, least of all its mysterious leader. But there are other forces at work, people who will stop at nothing to use Ruby in their fight against the government. Ruby will be faced with a terrible choice, one that may mean giving up her only chance at a life worth living.


(Summary from GoodReads)



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I was really looking forward to The Darkest Minds because I enjoy dystopians and was a big fan of Bracken’s Brightly Woven.  I had especially loved Bracken’s prose and worldbuliding, and since both of those had a place in The Darkest Minds, I figured it would be fantastic.  Unfortunately, this one got off to a rough start, and I didn’t start to really enjoy it again until the very end.

This new series starts off with a bang, and that’s where the poor worldbuilding started.  I’m fine with a lot of action at the beginning of this story, but Bracken kept name dropping things in her world that we didn’t know about, like the Slip Kid, and not describing them.  We also didn’t get a lot of clear definition on what all the colors meant, and in our #WednesdayYA chat a lot of people pointed out this could be because Ruby was taken in so young.  If that’s the reason, then it seems a too convenient method of Bracken getting out of worldbuilding in the first book of her series.

One of Bracken’s major strengths in this book is the characters.  I liked Chubs, who was a bit of an asshole, but empathetic, while my favorite character was Zu.  I’ll be reading the rest of the series to find out what happened to her, because she was the perfect combination of endearing and fascinating.  Ruby’s story was told partially in flashbacks, and I thought that worked really well.  On the whole, though, her character felt a little underdeveloped.
 
By the end of this story, I had some serious character related feels.  Brakcen’s prose didn’t sparkle me all throughout this book, but it got much better towards the end.  I also saw Ruby taking more ownership of her own story.  It’ll be interesting to see how she changes as the story goes on.

The Darkest Minds was a disappointment, and I know part of it was that I liked Brightly Woven so much. Bracken’s previous book gave me really high hopes for this one, and it didn’t live up.  I want to continue this series, but I’m hoping to see more out of the pacing and worldbuilding. It felt a little unedited, and I read an ARC, which could have been the problem.  Hopefully will be better, but maybe it won’t.

Disclosure: I picked up an ARC of this book at a conference.

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For those of you who don't know, my birthday is on April 1st, which means I get to pick our April #WednesdayYA read. I already have the book selected, and my lips are sealed.  However, Misty has put all of our #WednesdayYA options onto this , so I thought I would give you guys the opportunity to guess what it is, and if you guess correctly, you'll win a copy.  EDIT: Now, after this I had all these rules and clues listed, but has already won the book!  So in addition to Misty and I telling you what our selection will be, Emily might also post about it on her blog.  We'll just have to see!

Friday, March 21, 2014

Review of Forever by Maggie Stiefvater

***THIS REVIEW IS OF THE FINAL BOOK IN THE WOLVES OF MERCY FALLS TRILOGY AND MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR BOOKS ONE AND TWO***

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When Sam met Grace, he was a wolf and she was a girl. Eventually he found a way to become a boy, and their loved moved from curious distance to the intense closeness of shared lives.

now.
That should have been the end of their story. But Grace was not meant to stay human. Now she is the wolf. And the wolves of Mercy Falls are about to be killed in one final, spectacular hunt.

forever.
Sam would do anything for Grace. But can one boy and one love really change a hostile, predatory world? The past, the present, and the future are about to collide in one pure moment - a moment of death or life, farewell or forever.


(Summary from GoodReads)



Every time I pick up a Maggie Stiefvater book, I get nervous.  I love Shiver and The Scorpio Races so much that I worry that the next book will be the one that I dislike that taints my overall image of her work (this totally happened to me with Lauren Oliver’sbooks).  While Forever isn’t one of my new favorite books by Stiefvater, I still find it an emotional read that felt like an appropriate ending to the trilogy.

There is a lot going in Forever.  In addition to Sam and Grace sorting out their issues, Isabel and Cole are trying to sort out what exactly they are.  Stiefvater created great, complex characters with Isabel and Cole, and I loved the chance that we got to see more of their story.  After I finished Forever, I couldn’t help but think that I’d love to find out where their story goes from there, and .

By this point in the series, we know Sam, Grace, and Grace’s family pretty well, and that’s what made this such a tough read for me.  I genuinely struggled with how some of them acted, and I liked that it was never a black and white storyline. There was always a good amount of gray area involved.

While I appreciated Sam and Grace’s dynamic in earlier books, it was a little harder for me to buy here.  Part of this has to do with my personal life experiences—I was nowhere near ready to get into a serious relationship at the age of eighteen, so even though I believed Sam and Grace loved each other, I knew they’d have obstacles to face.  As I read how their story ended, I felt torn—like I should have been satisfied, but just wasn’t quite.

Overall, Forever was a lovely book, if not Stiefvater’s most exceptional.  It ended the story, but left me wanting more in a good way.  Readers who are big fans of Grace and Sam will be satisfied with how the trilogy concludes.

Disclosure: I purchased a copy of this book.

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Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Review of Side Effects May Vary by Julie Murphy

  What if you’d been living your life as if you were dying—only to find out that you had your whole future ahead of you?

When sixteen-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs—however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, whom she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that’s as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her arch nemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger and reliving some childhood memories). But just when Alice’s scores are settled, she goes into remission.

Now Alice is forced to face the consequences of all that she’s said and done, as well as her true feelings for Harvey. But has she done irreparable damage to the people around her, and to the one person who matters most?

Julie Murphy’s SIDE EFFECTS MAY VARY is a fearless and moving tour de force about love, life, and facing your own mortality.


(Summary from GoodReads) 



Side Effects May Vary was one of my most anticipated releases of the year. The premise sounded fascinating to me and the earliest readers had nothing but positive things to say.  Murphy’s debut was tougher to read than I expected—she is brutally honest about the effects of chemotherapy and how difficult Alice can be.  I loved Side Effects May Vary not just for its candor, but also its gorgeous prose and sweet love interest.

Murphy’s novel is told from two points of view, both in the past and the present, and I don’t think there was an order to how she switched time or character.  While I know some readers found this confusing, I liked this format of telling the story. It flowed smoothly the entire time, and the pieces from Alice and Harvey’s past are part of what got me so invested in their story.

Alice is going to be labeled a lot as an unlikable character.  At times she’s selfish and cruel, and she’s uncertain about how to deal with a lot of the emotions she feels: anger, grief, love.  I have to wonder if some readers will see some of their worse qualities in her, and resent her as a result.  I definitely had moments where I connected to her lower points, but for me, that was what made her such a solid character that has a place in young adult literature.  She knows she can be terrible and wonders if and how she can get better, and I know readers of every age will be able to relate to this question the same way I did.

On the flipside, Harvey is totally lovable.  He’s sweet, caring, and patient, throughout everything Alice goes through, but he’s never a doormat. Does he deserve better than Alice? Yes. Is his love for her unconditional anyways? Yes.  Harvey is the type of person that we would all love to have in our lives, yet so few of us deserve.

What cemented this as a book I must own in hardcover is Murphy’s prose.  So many passages were potent with emotion, and sometimes all of the confused emotions that Alice and Harvey felt.  The imagery and metaphors she used always felt so right. I’m really looking forward to see how Murphy’s prose develops in future books that she writes.

I would tell you that Murphy’s book is a standout debut, but it is a standout.  Period. I loved that Alice was a hard but relatable character for me to read about. I loved Harvey and the complicated romance. I loved Murphy’s prose.  And the ending to this one was just absolutely perfect. In short, you should buy this now while I eagerly await all of Murphy’s upcoming books.

Disclosure: I received a digital galley of this book in exchange for a fair and honest review, but plan to buy a hardcover soon.

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Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Top Ten Tuesday: Top Ten Books On My Spring 2014 TBR

So I'm getting this done a little last minute--I wasn't originally going to do this topic, but everyone else's list made me want to share mine.  I know some people are only listing frontlist titles or are dividing their lists up by frontlist and backlist, but I'm keeping things mixed up.  I decided to just list these in the order I thought of them.  As always, Top Ten Tuesday is hosted by the folks over at .

1.)
This one came out last summer and I've heard only complimentary things about it since.  I recently decided I couldn't take anymore and asked the person in charge of teen ordering at my library to get this one.  I also plan on reading Corey's spring release, , but this one will definitely get read in the more immediate future.

2.)
In 2013 I read and adored Haskell's book .  This one not only won a Schneider Family Book Award, but says it's even better than The Princess Curse. SOLD.

3.)
This should come as no surprise, since I can't shut up about how excited I am for this book. I LOVED Second Chance Summer and am so ready for more Morgan Matson in my life. I don't have an ARC of this one, so I'll be placing a pre-order and devouring it immediately when it arrives.

4.)
When I first head about this one, it didn't really stick on my radar because it looked pretty generic.  However, after hearing just about everyone's who read it positively rave on Twitter, I've decided I'll give it a shot. Luckily, I was approved for it on NetGalley yesterday. Wooohoo!

5.)
I actually attended the launch party for this book and have since heard nothing but good things--let's not forget it that was a finalist for the William C. Morris Award.  It is decidedly time for me to shut up and read it.

6.)
Daughter of Smoke and Bone was not my favorite book ever, but I've heard this one is much better.  Plus, this is also inspired by the release of .

7.)
I like to squeeze in a classic every now and again.  This one has been on my TBR pile for a while and it looks short. I'll give it a shot.

8.)
I like to squeeze in an adult novel every now and again, and my grandmother recommended this one.  I'm excited to talk to her about it.

9.)
I read Shatter Me earlier this year and I really want to know what happens! I'm especially curious about chapter 62.  I also want to get caught up because everyone in the blogosphere is talking about this series.

10.)
This one has been on my TBR pile FOREVER and I recently saw mention on how good it is.  Bumping it up!

And now, as a bonus, here is one book that should be on YOUR spring TBR.  Folks, if you haven't already read this one, pre-order.
I'll be reviewing this one around its release date, so keep an eye out. Now that you've added Pointe, what else is on your spring TBR?

Monday, March 17, 2014

Review of Panic by Lauren Oliver


Panic began as so many things do in Carp, a dead-end town of 12,000 people in the middle of nowhere: because it was summer, and there was nothing else to do.

Heather never thought she would compete in Panic, a legendary game played by graduating seniors, where the stakes are high and the payoff is even higher. She’d never thought of herself as fearless, the kind of person who would fight to stand out. But when she finds something, and someone, to fight for, she will discover that she is braver than she ever thought.

Dodge has never been afraid of Panic. His secret will fuel him, and get him all the way through the game, he’s sure of it. But what he doesn't know is that he’s not the only one with a secret. Everyone has something to play for.

For Heather and Dodge, the game will bring new alliances, unexpected revelations, and the possibility of first love for each of them—and the knowledge that sometimes the very things we fear are those we need the most.


(Summary from GoodReads)



I fell in love with Before I Fall when it first came out, and I’ve been searching for the magic I found in that book in Oliver’s later writing.  Panic is not the book that restored my faith in Oliver.

The setting is the best part of Oliver’s book.  As you’re reading, it’s obvious aware that Carp isn’t a town where our teen protagonists are going to find opportunity.  The descriptions are gritty and each emotion raw, and Oliver doesn’t shy away from issues such as poverty, drugs, and violence that permeate the community.  Most of the characters are desperate to escape and lead a better life.  Oliver's prose is also lovely, and I think some readers might connect with the characters.

Otherwise, there are major, major issues with believability here. Each character contributes cash to the prize for Panic every day, leading to a pretty hefty prize, which I just can’t buy.   People who are deep in poverty will be using what little they have on things they absolutely need.   Also?  Panic led to extremely serious for bodily harm in some people.  In small towns, deaths of young people are going to be long remembered and taken seriously, and Panic would have stopped years before it did.  There’s also a major believability issue with Heather and the farm she works on—I won’t get into it here, but you’ll know what I mean as soon as you encounter this detail.

I had further believability issues with the characters. I hate how Dodge really wanted to get revenge on Ray and the fact that his behavior wasn’t discussed more carefully.  He was wiling to go to extremes that suggested that maybe he should go to therapy, and it’s just challenging to believe more people didn’t help him think twice about acting the way he did.  By the way, whatever happened to Ray at the end of Panic felt pretty glossed over.

The setting is believable. I believe that characters can feel as stuck in a town like Carp as Heather did. I believe that these characters cared for each other and felt hope. I am, however, too irritated about the lack of believability to give this book more than one star. It just annoyed me the whole freaking time I read.  I think a lot of people appreciated the suspense, writing, and characters, but some people felt like me, so I’d check out reviews of readers you trust before picking this one up.

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Friday, March 14, 2014

Side Effects May Vary Launch: My Personal Bucket List

As I'm sure a lot of you guys know, Julie Murphy's Side Effects May Vary releases on Tuesday.  This was one of my most anticipated releases of the year, and it didn't disappoint.  Alice is a classic unlikable character and she left me with a lot to think about it after I finished the book.  I also loved soaking up Murphy's gorgeous prose as I read--it made me eager to see how her writing evolves as we get more books from her.  



What if you’d been living your life as if you were dying—only to find out that you had your whole future ahead of you?

When sixteen-year-old Alice is diagnosed with leukemia, her prognosis is grim. To maximize the time she does have, she vows to spend her final months righting wrongs—however she sees fit. She convinces her friend Harvey, whom she knows has always had feelings for her, to help her with a crazy bucket list that’s as much about revenge (humiliating her ex-boyfriend and getting back at her arch nemesis) as it is about hope (doing something unexpectedly kind for a stranger and reliving some childhood memories). But just when Alice’s scores are settled, she goes into remission.

Now Alice is forced to face the consequences of all that she’s said and done, as well as her true feelings for Harvey. But has she done irreparable damage to the people around her, and to the one person who matters most?

Julie Murphy’s SIDE EFFECTS MAY VARY is a fearless and moving tour de force about love, life, and facing your own mortality.

 
One important component of Murphy's debut is Alice's bucket list.  A lot of people have asked Julie what's on her bucket list, so for a change, she wanted to hear about what's on our bucket lists.  Here are a few things that are on mine.

*Ride a century ride

Here is a picture of me starting the bike portion of the triathlon I competed in last June--just a 15 mile ride.

Yes, I want to bike 100 miles all in one day.  Yes, this could be an indication that I'm crazy.  The longest ride I've been on so far is 70 miles, so I think I can handle it.  Obviously, there would be a stop in there for a cheeseburger or something.  I love to give myself new challenges, and I'd love to be able to say I did it.

*Make an ice box cake

I was at a party a few years ago where somebody brought a homemade ice box cake, and it was beautiful.  I don't remember if I tried any of it, but I would love to make one.

*Own a golden retreiver
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This is probably kind of a ridiculous item, but I think goldens are gorgeous animals with sweet temperaments.  I would love to have one to snuggle with and take on long walks.  If possible, I'd like to get a rescue, and I'd even be willing to get a mutt if it meant saving one from an animal shelter.

*Run a marathon

I do like going on longer distance runs, but they can get painful because of all the impact.  This might be a one time thing.

*Visit all fifty states.

If my calculations are correct, it looks like I'm at 23 for this one so far. It would be so col to be able to see that much of our country.

*Find a life partner

Perhaps some of you guys are going to find this silly, but I'd love to find that person I'm going to spend the rest of my life with.  I just think having someone to share everything with would be lots of fun.  I'm willing to be the awesome lady who doesn't get married until she's like 50.  In the meantime, I have lots of great friends to have adventures and mishaps with.

*Climb Mount Washington in New Hampshire
Me on the gorgeous day when we scattered Grandma's ashes.
 
My mom grew up in Maine, a fact that frequently gets mentioned on this blog. Growing up we'd go to Maine every summer, and because the three of Mom's siblings that are still alive live there, we still travel up there a lot. When my mother was a kid, her parents took them to Mount Washington a lot.  My grandfather got Parkinson's when I was three and quickly went down hill, so I never really got to know him, even though he lived until I was a junior in high school.  I do know that this place was special to him, because we scattered his ashes there after he passed.  Most people drove up that day because the fog was terrible.  My grandmother passed away in May of 2012, and we made the trip in October.  None of us were really in hiking shape, though, so we drove again. At some point I'll take the time to do a bit more hiking in preparation in their honor.

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Julie lives in North Texas with her husband who loves her, her dog who adores her, and her cat who tolerates her. When she's not writing or trying to catch stray cats, she works at an academic library. Side Effects May Vary is Julie's debut novel. Julie can best be found on her website (), tumblr (), or twitter ().

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Review of The Winner's Curse by Marie Rutkoski

  Winning what you want may cost you everything you love
 
 
As a general’s daughter in a vast empire that revels in war and enslaves those it conquers, seventeen-year-old Kestrel has two choices: she can join the military or get married. But Kestrel has other intentions.

One day, she is startled to find a kindred spirit in a young slave up for auction. Arin’s eyes seem to defy everything and everyone. Following her instinct, Kestrel buys him—with unexpected consequences. It’s not long before she has to hide her growing love for Arin.

But he, too, has a secret, and Kestrel quickly learns that the price she paid for a fellow human is much higher than she ever could have imagined.

Set in a richly imagined new world, The Winner’s Curse by Marie Rutkoski is a story of deadly games where everything is at stake, and the gamble is whether you will keep your head or lose your heart.


(Summary from GoodReads)



Because so many of my friends had raved about The Winner’s Curse, I had pretty high expectations going in.  Even with my high expectations, I was still enchanted by everything about The Winner’s Curse.

This novel is set in a vivid, fascinating world that transported me back to ancient Rome or a similar civilization.  A lot of research clearly went into making sure the small nuances of this world were right, yet it still felt as though it stood on its own.  I loved every minute I spent there—the description of the clothes, the food, the land and what people did every day.  Rutkoski even went so far as to create different people and a backstory for them.

The plot of this story is amazing.  There’s political intrigue, duels, and romance.  It’s enough to keep you turning the page late into the night.  All of these elements are expertly intertwined.  The romance in this story was heart wrenching and swoony and wonderful. I loved how Arin was often humorous in a very quiet way, and I adored how he handled his relationship with Krestel in the second half of the book.

The Winner’s Curse is also about right and wrong .  I loved how none of the characters’ actions were written as being black or white.  There’s an extra layer, that something that makes you think and realize how complex everything is, and it’s part of what makes The Winner’s Curse stands out among other books in its genre.   That said, neither Kestrel nor Arin are simple characters.  They are intelligent, layered, humans and I know their stories are only going to get better as this series goes on. 

Perhaps my favorite part of The Winner’s Curse was the prose.  I flagged page after page as having passages that were gorgeously written.  Rutkoski uses similes and metaphors beautifully without ever making her writing feel overdone.

The Winner’s Curse is a story that I am going to reread over and over and over again.  I want to revisit this world and Rutkoski’s lush writing because they just utterly captivated me. I cannot wait to add a hardcover of this one and the books that will follow to my shelves.

Disclosure: I received a galley of this book in exchange for a fair and honest review, but I also plan to buy a hardcover.

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